You are certainly not alone. Praying you feel free to walk in grace and grace alone Mike!
ABSOLUTELY MIKE! I WILL ASK THE LORD TO BE YOUR STRENGTH. I LEARNED NEVER TO ASK JESUS TO GIVE ME STRENGTH, BUT TO BE MY STRENGTH, BECAUSE HIS STRENGTH TO SURVIVE AND TO OVERCOME IS PERFECT. MINE IS A WEAK STRENGTH. AND KITTY KAT IS RIGHT. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. IN MY 63 YEARS I HAVE LEARNED THAT JESUS IS PATIENT WITH US. AND HE PATIENTLY CHANGES US MINUTE BY MINUTE, DAY BY DAY, YEAR BY YEAR, UNTIL WE OVERCOME ALL THINGS AND BECOME MORE LIKE JESUS. I USED TO HAVE A FILTHY, I MEAN A LIGHT SWITCH FLIP FILTHY TEMPER, AND A FILTHY MOUTH. I DID NOT OVERCOME THOSE THINGS OVERNIGHT, BUT OVER TIME. EVERY DAY I BEGAN TO CATCH MYSELF BEFORE I LOST IT. AND I LEARNED TO STOP, BREATHE, AND WAIT FOR THE RED HAZE TO FADE. IT TOOK MUCH LONGER THAN I WISHED, BUT ONCE JESUS CHANGED ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT, AND OVERCAME MY TEMPER AND MY TONGUE. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL THING. AND A WONDERFUL JOY. SO BE PATIENT WITH YOURSELF...BECAUSE JESUS IS. BUT YOU CAN DO IT. JESUS BELIEVES IN YOU TO OVERCOME BY HISSSSSSSSSSSS POWER, HISSSSSSSSSSS GOODNESS, AND HISSSSSSSSSSS MERCY AND GRACE!!!
PRAYERS MIKE OUR GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US WHEN EVER TIMES SEEM ROUGH TELL SATAN GET BEHIND YOU AS GOD IS CARRING YOU.
AMEN RUTHY , KAT AND FAITHY ! HANG IN THERE MIKE GIVE IT ALL TO THE LORD, AND DO THE BEST YOU CAN.. PRAYING FOR YOU...