ESTHER 4...
Esther’s Decision
Verses 1-3 tells us that Mordecai & the Jewish people mourned their death sentence.
“When Mordecai learned all that had happened, he tore his clothes and put on sackcloth and ashes, and went out into the midst of the city. He cried out with a loud and bitter cry. He went as far as the front of the king’s gate, for no one might enter the king’s gate clothed with sackcloth. And in every province where the king’s command and decree arrived, there was great mourning among the Jews, with fasting, weeping, and wailing; and many lay in sackcloth and ashes.
Mordecai ALSO KNEW the character of the laws of the Persians - that they could NOT be changed once decreed. And Mordecai’s reaction was IMITATED ALL OVER the Persian Empire in public expressions of grief and horror.
Verses 4-7 tells us Mordecai explains the problem to Esther.
“So Esther’s maids and eunuchs came and told her, and the queen was deeply distressed. Then she sent garments to clothe Mordecai and take his sackcloth away from him, but he would not accept them. Then Esther called Hathach, one of the king’s eunuchs whom he had appointed to attend her, and she gave him a command concerning Mordecai, to learn what and why this was. So Hathach went out to Mordecai in the city square that was in front of the king’s gate. And Mordecai told him all that had happened to him, and the sum of money that Haman had promised to pay into the king’s treasuries to destroy the Jews.”
Queen Esther, like ALL queens before her may have lived in a palace, but she lived in isolation from the outside world. She could NOT understand WHY her cousin Mordecai made such a spectacle of himself.
Verses 8-12 tell us Mordecai’s FIRST request & Esther’s appeal to him in response.
“He also gave him a copy of the written decree for their destruction, which was given at Shushan, that he might show it to Esther and explain it to her, and that he might command her to go in to the king to make supplication to him and plead before him for her people. So Hathach returned and told Esther the words of Mordecai. Then Esther spoke to Hathach, and gave him a command for Mordecai: “All the king’s servants and the people of the king’s provinces know that any man or woman who goes into the inner court to the king, who has not been called, he has but one law: put all to death, except the one to whom the king holds out the golden scepter, that he may live. Yet I myself have not been called to go in to the king these thirty days.” So they told Mordecai Esther’s words.
Mordecai CHALLENGED HER TO INTERCEDE on behalf of her people before the king.
Esther EXPLAINED THE IMPOSSIBILITY of what Mordecai demanded. Even she was ONLY allowed to come to the king when HE CALLED, and if she came on her own, she could be EXECUTED for daring to approach the king without an invitation.
Apparently, the life of a queen of Persia was NOT one of great intimacy/relationship/companionship with the king. Esther had NOT EVEN seen her husband for an entire month.
Verses 13-14 tells us Mordecai’s SECOND REQUEST.
“And Mordecai told them to answer Esther: “Do not think in your heart that you will escape in the king’s palace any more than all the other Jews. For if you remain completely silent at this time, relief and deliverance will arise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. Yet who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?”
Mordecai REMINDED Esther that she could not remain insulated from this decree anymore than anyone else. Mordecai’s TRUST was in the FAITHFULNESS OF GOD, not in the faithfulness of Esther. He KNOWS that God will not let His people down, even if PEOPLE DO let God down.
Mordecai reminded Esther that though the fate of God’s people rested in God and not in her, her own fate DEPENDED ON HER OWN faithfulness to God.
“FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS” tells us Mordecai KNEW that God had PROMOTED THIS ORPHAN IN EXILE for a reason - and Esther MUST HAVE THE COURAGE & WISDOM to see that reason and fulfill it.
This principle applies to us also. JESUS PROMOTES US or PUTS US IN A PLACE FOR A REASON, and we need the courage and wisdom to SEE that reason and to walk in it.
Verses 15-17 tell us Esther’s decision.
“Then Esther told them to reply to Mordecai: “Go, gather all the Jews who are present in Shushan, and fast for me; neither eat nor drink for three days, night or day. My maids and I will fast likewise. And so I will go to the king, which is against the law; and if I perish, I perish!” So Mordecai went his way and did according to all that Esther commanded him.
TALK ABOUT GUTSY…Esther took the determination of the Lord, when she said she WOULD GO and make a bold appearance before the king, but ONLY IF she was supported by prayer and fasting.
IF I PERISH I PERISH! Esther carried a bold attitude towards her mission. She was determined to be obedient, no matter what the cost.
Jesus exhorts us to have the SAME attitude! “Do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul“(Matthew 10:28). Paul was also an example of this attitude. “To live is Christ, and to die is gain!” (Philippians 1:21).